Dating Sucks!

I hate it! I am SO sick of getting hurt! I am pretty cautious and don't really get "excited" about many men. But, when I do, I ALWAYS get hurt! It really amazes me how hot and cold people can be. One minute they are telling you that you are "Perfect" and "Amazing" and the next minute, they are cold and distant and not talking. I can't take it! I am going to be single forever! I only wish that my personality was okay with that. I am just not they type that can be alone. I don't know how my mom does it!

Just life stuff and 4th of July

Sorry I haven't posted in a while. A lot has been going on. Ike is causing me a lot of grief. A couple of weeks ago, right after he moved in, he told me he didn't have enough money to make his car payment. He asked if he could borrow money from me. He has stolen money from me before when he couldn't pay his rent so I said no. The next day he tried to break into my apartment and broke the locks. I just don't know how to get away from him and the things he does to me. I guess the only answer is moving out of state. Where the heck would I go!?!

I have been diagnosed with severe Anemia. So bad that if I were to get sick or hurt, my body wouldn't be able to heal itself and I could potentially die. I am on some meds and have to have it re-checked the end of this month. If it doesn't improve, I have to see a hematologist. It is making my life difficult. I am very, very tired. I get dizzy really easy. I am very forgetful and clumsy. Mostly, just SO tired!

This weekend I am going to New Mexico to visit a friend. I am looking forward to the getaway!

We had fun for the 4th. We went to SugarHouse park. They had a little Arts Festival then we watched fireworks. It was so hot and I got a little sunburned. It took a LOT of out me and I am still trying to recover but the kids had fun.

Noah's summer haircut

Getting their faces painted

Kasey and Kayden